HOPE

i have a dark cloud that has an obsession for me

to make things worse i have friends that wants to kick me while i'm on my knee

i could sit here cry till my tears dry up but nobody would hear my plee

i,m going through tuff times afraid to lean on any shoulder

i might get stabbed in the back

am drowning in my own thoughts planning on how to make a comeback

but my demons wont let me out of there sight

when i try to make a move they will be there waiting alright

i dunno if am cursed i dunno if i,ll keep on fighting this fight

am getting tired, planning to release the blood trapped under my veins

cutting my wrist open sit back relax and watch it bleed

after all we are all heading in the same place, thats guaranteed

i close my eyes and see those who looked down on me saying they knew i would never succeed

suddenly woke up, determined to keep writing my book of life. i must proceed

as long as my soul is still attached to my body i will succeed

as long as my heart beats i will not concede

as long as i still breath i will succeed

i wont run from the pain no more