self-resentment
• Written by dedjesus
I hate myself so fucking much it fucking hurts
I cant describe it, its to hard to put in words
I want to die, i want to vanish from this earth
I am so useless, I could never find my worth
Suicidal since the day my mom gave birth
I try to hide it but its getting worse and worse
I pop another cause i don't think these pills work
I'm on my third and i'm still feeling all the hurt
I'm popping pills to fucking get rid of the pain
They never work, you're too far deep inside my brain
Wont go away, reminds me of a fucking stain
But in the end, i'm always, the one to blame
I hate myself because i fuck up everything
fucked up my life and fucked up yours, i stay awake
i lay in bed and think bout death, don't want to wake
all just because, i did one, stupid mistake
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dedjesus
Member since October 17 2018