DOMESTIC ABUSE

November, 22 2018 • Written by DeadRapperWalking
i THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY BUT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT IT
 
YOURE POPPIN UP INSIDE MY BRAIN BUT THEN I DONT ALLOW IT
 
BECAUSE YOURE BETTER YOU DESERVE MORE
 
IM ABSURD AND BOTTLED HURT WILL BLOW UP ON YOU LIKE A 
CLAYMORE
 
PAY MORE MONEY SO THAT I CAN WEAR A NICE SUIT
 
ICE TOO COVER UP MY WRIST FOR WHEN YOU GLIDE THROUGH
 
YOU CANT KNOW ABOUT ME HURTING MYSELF
 
GOT AN UNBREAKABLE SHELL AND HELL IT FEELS LIKE A CELL
 
BUT BETTER THAN THAN LET YOU KNOW THAT IM A 
WATERLESS WELL
 
NO SUBSTANCE
 
EXCEPT THE SHIT I TAKE
 
AND YOU CRIED WHEN YOU CAME HOME TO THE SHIT I BREAK
 
I GET VERY UPSET
 
AND YOU TRIED TO CATCH ME BUT IM TEARING THE NET
 
IM PUZZLED WHY YOU STAY WITH ME BECAUSE IM VERY COMPLEX
 
I LOVE MUSIC BUT I GOT NO HITS
 
I GUESS YOU GET THOSE
 
YOU GO HOME 
 
THIS GET SO OLD 
 
IM IN A MOTEL OVERDOSING
 
ON CODINE AND LIQUOR
 
SICKENED WITH MYSELF BUT IMMA GET A LITTLE SICKER-->
 
MAYBE IF I PUT THE BOTTLE DOWN I'LL LOVE A LITTLE QUICKER
 
BUT I COULDNT DO THAT 
 
I CANT COMMAND NO RESPECT
 
IF IM THE ONE WHO'S LEAVING BRUISES AND SCRATCHES UP ON 
NECK
 
I HATE THE MAN THAT IVE BECOME
 
REMEMBER WHEN WE WERE DUMBER AND YOUNG
 
REMEMBER WHEN I DIDNT GET STARTED IN ANY DRUGS
 
REMEMBER WHEN THE PHYSICALIZING WAS GIVING HUGS
 
DECEMBER WOULD COME AND WE WOULD JUST SIT ON THE RUG
 
AND TUG EACH OTHERS HEART STRINGS
 
BACK THEN I MADE YOUR HEART SING
 
BUT NOW IT SEEMS THAT I CAN ONLY MAKE YOUR HEART STING
 
YOURE SAINT
 
I LOVE YOU
 
YOU SAVE ME
 
I BUCKLE
 
I WISH THAT I WASNT THE ONE TO GIVE YOU ALL OF THE TROUBLE
 
YOU SCARILY CLOSE TO JUST POPPING LIKE YOU A BUBBLE
 
IM DOUBLE WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE
 
TRIPLE OF WHAT YOU NEED
 
QUADRUPLE THE DOSE OF THE PENNISCILLIN AND WEED
 
CAUSE SHIT I CANT EVEN READ
 
BUT I CAN SPEAK YOURE AN ANGEL
 
AND SORRY IF I START TO YELL WHEN WE ARE AT THE TABLE
 
ITS JUST THAT I TOLD YOU WE COULDNT AFFORD CABLE
 
I HAVENT GOT MONEY
 
YOU THINK THAT IM BUMMY
 
YOU PROBABLY FUCK OTHER GUYS 
 
AND IT WOULDNT SURPISE ME
 
WHO THE FUCK COULD SURVIVE ME
 
IM SLIMY AND STIFFENED AT THE SAME TIME
 
WANNA BE AVAILABLE BUT BABY I JUST AINT CRYING
 
IM LEAVING AND FOR GOOD
 
CAUSE IMMA END UP DEAD IF I DONT LET YOU GO TO BED IM SO 
UPSET AND I REGRET SO MUCH SO BET IMMA JUST HEAD UP OUTTA
HERE
 
AND WHEN I DRINK AT THE BAR
 
ILL THINK ABOUT HOW IM THE ONE WHO GAVE YOU THE SCARS
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