SMOKES IN MY EYES
• Written by NATHANIEL
No hopes in my life am still dreaming to survive
Smokes in my lungs am still believing to stay alive
Can't stay in control can't keep a gun deceiving beside
Suicide in my wide thought it a lot to give a meaning out
That is how i live thinking twice i gotta make a move
Spoken truth no drinking times stop stepping in my shoes
This ain't a news this is pain i didn't choose sweating me
Fake fuckers same colors no others we all brothers
Ages counting as numbers blessings mounting on
My days really stressing and ain't sharing with y'all
You only want my downfall but i won't drown
Depression within shit really kills no favor
What's your prayer why u acting like player
You ain't no creator i still got my savior aside
Lost my pride cried all night i fake what you see
Feelings broken heart stroking am still open
Mistakes in a drive made me lose my shit
All these snakes tryna break me but i stay awake
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Hoping for better days my eyes floating
Looking in the skies i need a sign showing
Following all these rules makes me a fool
I wanna escape out of these drama so please
Worries on my face can't find a place to ease
Pussies getting dried panties soaked can't provide
Can't get satisfied by fighting ain't supposed to
Grinding on my shoulder my age getting older
Emotions getting over pills making me stronger
But it keeps my heart beating trice a second
Anxiety with a blunt am getting ruined into dust
Fuck this lust you a cunt am still a virgin to prove
Skin sin given no support this no sport to get use
I refuse to fall for you doesn't make me a fuse to lose
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NATHANIEL
Member since September 29 2015