flash backs

Every time i see your picture it kinda makes me flash back/

back to the good times with you but that's all in the past/

 

never understood what happened with it all/

to many pictures hanging on the wall/

so many i keep my head down walking through these halls/

 

Cant turn into my drive with out seeing you standing there/

Walking in the house your picture by your chair/

Why is it the good ones that go, life isn't fair/

especially taken from the ones who really care/

 

Haven't figured out how to play this game of life/

Because I'm still mourning every single night/

Should i just end it and stop putting up this fight/

I just need someone to help and to show me the light/

Someone to bring me outside when the suns in the sky/

 

Its been dark and grey for a while now/

Always dark and gray any direction that i turn around/

I can't go anywhere without hearing the sound/

of your voice remembering that time that you nearly drowned/

 

How do i deal with this stress, this pain and this loss/

Wish you were here cause I'm a mess, insane and this the cause