(dedjesus) 0:41-1:21
My mind is ill, I just keep popping pills
to numb the pain i feel, feels so unreal
my mind is filled with cells I've killed
thoughts that haunt me still
trying to recover, trying to fill
this void in my heart
it tears me apart
alone in the dark
i'm alone all the time
throwing you a lifeline
actually i am trying
but it ain't fucking working
so i'll probably just od and die
i really hate my, mofucking life
but its fine, these just rhymes
i'm so high, off these lines
just trying to visualize
something nice, paradise
anything to get my mind
organized, at least i try
cannot hide, that i'm fried
yea they see the red eyes
so fried
(YVNGCURLS) 1:45-2:36
Girl I’m sorry for your pain
I’m the only one to blame
when I’m not with you
I’m going insane
your love is like a drug
and I’m addicted to you babyy
fuck everyone else girl
all I need is you
my depression haunts me
I’m stuck, fucked up
don’t see no meaning
only thing keeping me here
is you
when I’m alone I weep
I don’t sleep
I smoke to numb that pain
or else I might just blow my brain
I’m not doing this for fame
I’m just going insane
I don’t fuck with all these lames
I’m not down for these stupid games
I’m not down for these stupid games
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dedjesus
Member since October 17 2018