life

10 secs

14 years old, still a young buck

i live out in central hawkes bay SF

yeah

look into my eyes

depression, stress

something always got me reminiscing

on the fucken past

i always had something to say

since i was at a young age

yeah im only 14 years old

n i was always scared to grow up

cos i was afraid i was gonna end up like my sister

who turned out to have a baby

no shame in that

she had the support she needed from my mum and dad

sides started changing never got any love

fell in a dark hole, that dark hole turned into depression

always wondered

why god never chose my side

wonder why at night he never told us

how the fuck to live life

if you brought us into this world

why didnt you raise us right?

do we really get a second chance in fucken living life

cos right now i wanna see the light

yeah i really wanna die

cos my life is just falling apart

whyd ya make it hard for

did you never think about enough food to go around?

im afraid to grow up with a baby

am i gonna turn out poor

nigga got so many questions for ya ass

wait till i reach ya door

but i guess no one actually cares?

if i go out n randomly disappear?

well that aint my biggest fair

tbh its losing my bestfr

cos i aint got any other mates that wanna play

cos i aint got no family that give a fuck in what i say

they aint hear to listen, they hear to fuck wit my brain

i dont wanna stay

i dont wanna live in this fucken pain

i need a fucken break........