demons
• Written by dedjesus
it seems that nowadays
i can’t keep a smile on my face
i keep on smoking
ashes filling up my ashtray
nothing ever goes my way
i can’t get rid of this pain
it just stays
like a stain
permanently in my brain
i just want to die
suicide
isnt fucking right
but it’s the only thing that keeps me up at night
this dark light
haunting me in my dreams
i can’t even fall asleep
fall asleep
cause of all of these
all of these
mother fucking demons
they be creepin
they be sneaking into my late night thoughts
these fuckers gotta stop
cause one day I’ll end it all
you’ll see my body fall
and as you watch my body decay
think about the shit I say
about how this shit ain’t no game
it ain’t for fame
i write down bars to get away
from my thoughts, i need a break
i never ever feel ok
im afraid
of my thoughts
telling me pick up this blade
and so I obeyed
blood spilling on the ground
in a big amount
puddle on the floor
knocking at my door
I ignore
listening to the sound
of the drips falling down
I’m probably gonna be found
one day in my room
dead
I hope it’s soon
but until then I’ll keep making these tunes
and inhaling these fumes
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dedjesus
Member since October 17 2018