who to trust

These days I don’t know who to trust

Because everybody that left was someone that I used to love

Got myself in depression thinking that I’m not enough

I’m the type of person thats gonna stick it through the rough

I Loved you but the memories starting to fade

You can see the pain if you look deep enough in my face

Keep myself hidden so secretive not even 12 can trace

So many sins feel like god can’t even save

When I heard you fucked me over I didn’t really wanna believe it

Keep a smile up on my face what I speak most of you can’t even see it

But deep down I’m crying and I’m bleeding

Never thought you’d be the type to lie and to be deceiving

When I heard the news you found another dude was left broken

Thought we was something but you left me in the open

Wish I could've been the one that you had chosen

Angel on my shoulder drowning devil left just fucking floating

Not gonna lie wanted to try and fuck you over

But I started writing songs and my dreams got a lil closa’

You was left with all the butterflies while I was left chokin

You was left with a warm heart I was left with mine broken

But I deserve it my past speaks a lot

Tried to change myself this road was one hell of a stop

Many people at home really wishing I would fucking rot

Myself wish I would’ve taken another road and got lost