Changed

yo ive been pushed down fucked about and drowned

choked never made a sound shy kid turnin loud

rose from the underground to get up and be crowned

found myself and made myself great

lived up to my ways caught in a state between two phases

trapped in my own maze unable to tie my own shoelaces

i was in an unstable state shamefull to the name i fufilled

the place i dreamed about was a wasteful i was always ungrateful

bit off more than i could chew stranded with a fuckin huge platefull

but as i grew my luck flew through the roof

been abused but saw the light that was left shining through

even though inside i was blue on the outside i was electric like a pikachu

again inside my brain had blew crazy thoughts spewed all over

i tried to turn the cold shoulder im have a heart but inside i am soulless

my life is moulding into the shape i want it to be

the shape i need it to be to succeed with my dreams

 

all my life ive been ashamed

of who i am the sound of my name

always felt drained thoughts of jumping infront of a train

been left behind in many ways

but now im glad that ive been saved

and im on this stage to say

im proud that ive changed

 

16 bars to empty my hearts content that is full of discontent

attempting to run ahead when im stuck foot deep in cement

so much shit spinning around of my head of all the years ive spent

upset and sat and wept depressed slept feeling dead lifes a mess

my cries for help are ignored i sit alone and bored think about my future

what i know now is food for thought thats pushing to do something with

myself im tired of cracking the eggshells my lifes a fiery hell

i get up do something for myself say fuck you world

but now im different ive been away and learned

that if i give up on my dream now ill be broke and in a homeless shelter

by the time im 20 those are the thoughts that scare me

theyre what push me to make a change go a seperate way to my brain

make me feel that im not a knight in gods game

light the spark to make me forget my shame

ignite the flame in my mind start living life not left behind

its whats inspired me to write this rhyme and speak my mind

and if i died tonight remember the legacy ive left behind

 

all my life ive been ashamed

of who i am the sound of my name

always felt drained thoughts of jumping infront of a train

been left behind in many ways

but now im glad that ive been saved

and im on this stage to say

im proud that ive changed

 

ive gone out of my way to fit in with society today

they claim im crazed and that my brains a fucked up place

telling me i need to change to fit in it leaves me wishin

and wonderin what if i did this and that

would the world be a better place or do i need to live day for day

so make way harrys my name and im here to stay

different but the same up in flames my life used to go

as i was abandoned and alone frozen in the snow

had no place to call home i had to get up and evolve

being told im crazy had it ingrained in my brain since i was a baby

people treat me a way that makes me feel enslaved

makes no sense to me made a deal with the devil

now my madness is on a whole nother level

but i know deep down im sane and ive changed

and not afraid of what i am today

so people need to accept my ways

 

 

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