so alone

iv never felt so alone in my life

see mom left me when I was young

and daddy was never their

jumping from home to home

thinking I would never be alone

all the memories I have of mom are all bad

and I never even saw daddy's face

growing up in a world like this is hard to miss

millions of people around me every day

millions of faces and yet im still alone

my next steps are always unknown

where will I stay where will I go

it just gets lower and lower till I become numb

it would be wet and wild to drown in a tub

I would fly so high to take the pills

to hang from a rope would give me hope

to cut to deep would turn the tub red

and yet here I am wasting away wishing I was dead

im filled with dread always on the run

wishing I could be done

and yet the cars always stop on time the lights always change

and the sun goes down and im still alone

this world is so unknown

one hit wont hurt one drink wont hurt

one needle wont get me addicted

no body cares anyway

to drown in a tub would be wet and wild to hang from a rope would give me hopw

to cut to deep would turn the tub red

I would fly so high if I took the pills

and yet im still here wishing I was dead

waiting for my time to run out

the clock keeps ticking the clock keeps running

the tub overflows and Im left unknown

the scars on my wrist will define me

the needle in my arm will be the cause

im just another teen who went the wrong path followed the wrong people

and mom will never even know who I am or what had become of me

and daddy will never even know I existed

at least I will have gone extinct cause to drown in a tub would be wet and wild

to hang from a rope would give me hope

I would fly so high if I took the pills to cut to deep would turn the tub red

and yet im still here wishing I was dead