country heaven

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my biggest role model is steve urkel cause family matters

to revolutionize banners, killing like cancers here are the factors

lost my dad at a young age it broke my spirit

Never been to the moon this music will help you visit

This for my mom running until the last minute

to provide for my little soldiers

Im fed up with my problems cause of the cold shoulders/

i know if he were here he'd be lifting big boulders

off my back , he sees it was unfair but it wasnt his bad

just wanna play ball with him where i dont get mad

knowing that hes gone makes him something i never had

my mom broke her fucking back to give me what she had

i just want to make it and say " I told you dad"

ill be someone some one you can always see

I didn't really care to see, or give a damn if he wasnt around

until i realized i need him in my life

And, yup,he gave me a reason to want to live

but it was sub consiociously so i sit somberly

and cry cry till i forget the color of my eyes

then i stand up and say fuck it and start writing notes and letters

to anyone who finds me then i see its not worth it im way better

i deserve to live and so did you so what the latter?

im here and your not and i only get madder

i love you dad i know you can see this

your sitting in country heaven i know its only a myth

but i believe everything that could go with

you being around .