Fading Away

waiting as my life is slowly fading away i decay

living in dismay nothing left to say no raps to essay

watch the world around me as it crumbles im prey to gods game

walked down a path im astray im the smoke in the ashtray

with a life thats freyed it hurts and i curse in my verses

im nervous as i get rejected by girls im left wordless

im cursin at the damn fact that since birth i have been swerving

the course of my life is distraught no thoughts left to talk about

im drowned in doubt my hearts in drought im a mad roundabout

twisted emotions runabout child going through the motions

left motionless reminiscing and the stupid shit he did

for 13 years he acted so wierd and was a pain in the rear

sitting in tears nothing left couldnt rev up into top gear

but then one day he found himself made me what i am today

and then changed the course of his life rose up and flew away

 

all my life ive been ashamed

now im slowly fading away

nothing left no words to say

left alone in the rain unnoticed im fading away