Suicide

I can't see no one around to find me

God I need help for my family

I can guarantee this social anxiety

Is going to lead to a tragedy

 

I'm so sick I don't know what to do

Crying myself to sleep every night , I just wanted to take a few

No one understands

I wish they noticed my commands, I was sick

Bitch I'm a prick and now I'm on a drip

 

I should have opened up

Hiding my emotions with a smile

Meanwhile whilst I freestyle , bitch this is my trial

Knowing I'm still alive didn't make it worthwhile

 

 

 

Committing suicide is not the cowards way out

I just wish I could of told you what it was all about

I'm a washout, I did all I could do but it still wasn't enough

I've never seen my life so tough

 

I was sixteen

Meant to be living the dream... but was I fuck

It's not making sense to you right now but

Now I'm stuck, I'm trapped here with no luck

I can feel them in my stomach

As my pain went away

then I realised tomorrow wasn't going to be any ordinary day

 

 

I'm crying when I wakeup

Bitch now I know I've fucked up

I should be lying here dead

No one ever listened to a single word I said

 

 

 

I'm a survivor