Is This Real?

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[][][] #Verse #One [][][]

 

(0:55)

Lookin through a view, that was tookin by opinions /

Bookin a flight to the moon; class of a high attendance /

My view is independent, so in school I was a wolf in essence /

Livin life friendless, shookin senseless, repenting from all these exits... /

That I took, trapped gestures clutch to directions the past carried /

While these X's never mapped the treasure that I buried /

I try and try and, I can't get the luck to find it /

What, will it take?

My hands, prying the sand, up, out the fucking Island? /

I am, Determined to win, I climb in high winds /

Purpose within, collides with the circus of my life; shit /

If I can write it, I can do it, I'll prove it / Music

Soon pursues the tune I chose, for my new mood of movement /

I bloom under the moon, smothered from doom

A clueless human, with a blank blueprint /

Soon clustered in crude ruins, colors now stay gray and diluted

Now remove this ingrained bruised skin /

Everyday pain hovers like a buzzard, I think I'm the prey it's choosin /

I'll break away then exhume this cycled fire of my desire to consume this

Then zoom in, and compute bliss /

But...

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[][][] #Hook [][][]

 

(1:52)

It all is broke but nothin fixes when I shift the wheel

I'm holding visions that are only stars in distant fields

My depression makes me question when I get to feel

My lonely lessons are suggestin whether this is real

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[][][] #Main #Hook [][][]

(2:06)

When the stars reach the sky with the light of life

It teaches me that what is dark can never beat what shines

Believe and dream, then somethin starts a spark that meets the eye

The mark that bleeds then hides, my art is deep with I

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[][][] #Verse #Two [][][]

(2:20)

With this test, I contain the will to fill each tear /

But I miss steps... as I strain.. to build these stairs /

Send my mind, through insane, repair, you can kill me there /

But if I blew out my brains,

There would be, no one there to really care /

There's no way of stoppin... I'm locked in crews /

But I only stay in place while I am, running out of conscious views /

I speak all this pain, clogged in my tonsils, that's a lot to swallow /

Some say they get lost in my music... but I get lost also /

My neurons doodle songs, I sing along with melodic bonds /

Earth's lawn in my brutal palm, The sight jotted and drawn /

Tinted pupils idle madness, to show up, where life does not belong /

I slip in neutral, while my atoms blow up, like atomic bombs! /

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[][][] #Bridge [][][]

(3:03)

It all is broke but nothin fixes when I shift the wheel

I'm holding visions that are only stars in distant fields

My depression makes me question when I get to feel

My lonely lessons are suggestin whether this is real

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[][][] #Main #Hook [][][]

(3:17)

When the stars reach the sky with the light of life

It teaches me that what is dark can never beat what shines

Believe and dream, then somethin starts a spark that meets the eye

The mark that bleeds then hides, my art is deep with I (2x)

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[][][] #Hook [][][]

(3:45)

It all is broke but nothin fixes when I shift the wheel

I'm holding visions that are only stars in distant fields

My depression makes me question when I get to feel

My lonely lessons are suggestin whether this is real

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[][][] #Outro [][][]

(3:59)

Through all the stress, i dig deep, my breathe brings my chest up

Unless exposed to these dreams, they don't seem to know the efforts

They never wish success, they only expect a total eff up

And I totaled my soul, because they closed all the roads...

Damn...

...Where do I go?...

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