love is gone

I thought the pain killers were supposed to make the pain go away

But the pain in my heart it still remains

I once wished for love now i only wish for is death from above

These words they eat me up on the inside

am supposed to say it’s great to be alive

no i’m just gonna say i’m fine so nobody asks questions

while i am still alive

Everyday is a battle every breath is a war

and now i don’t even want to win anymore

I hate to say this but I think I'm suicidal

Put a rope around my neck and push out the window

Right before i put a bullet in my brain

there was someone on the phone with me who told me it was insane

and she told me it didn’t have to happen this way

she told me she would never leave me an put me though it again