Remember When

........INTRO.......

 

You're not here

where did you go

I don't know what to do.

as my head hangs to the floor

sitting alone

waiting for a knock on the door

but there's no knock

and I'm pretty sure

that you're not gonna show ........Maybe tomorrow

 

..........VERSES 1-2

 

I remember when we first met

And will never regret the bet I made with my friends

When I told them that I was going to

Spend the rest of my life with you and they

Just laughed at me but we showed them

Didn't we.

 

Remember the time we said

Dinner at the same time then went out for dinner but

Decided to come back home and had

T .V. dinners in bed instead

 

.....HOOK......

 

We had alot of good times me and you

always found a way to

See things through you always knew

how to cheer me up

When I was blue but who

would of thought who

would of knew.

That you would say hey I love you but we are through.

 

 

 

How could I believe to understand

this what just happened

how could you end this being

the best thing that ever happened to me

had me thinking we were meant to be

never leave never want never need anyone or anything

what was begun so much love for one another

to just say all of a sudden in a day that it's done

Did you find someone......new

were you untrue to me is that where you

been sleeping have you been keeping

secrets from me are you cheating

this is so misleading being so deceiving

had me believing it was me you were needing

treating me like I was doing something wrong

when all along you've been meeting with him

For who knows how long and that our love is gone

for good and that I should understand this when it was you who....

how could you do this to me

spiritually and physically now emotionally unfortunately

I should of knew or had a clue or maybe if I knew you better

never will this ever happen to me again cuz I won't let her

 

..............HOOK............

 

We had alot of good times me and you

always found a way to

See things through you always knew

how to cheer me up

When I was blue but

who

would of thought

who

would of knew.

That you

would say hey I love you

but

we are through

 

........VERSES 3-4-5-6............

 

I may never be freed from these things

the inhumanity that I live to be and I can't see

its invisible to me maybe being free is just the thing that I need

as I continue to bleed.......

 

I remember the last day that we said goodbye

and I swore to you that I would try not to cry

and I didn't cry I just must have got sumthin in my eye

no lie

 

our last time was so nice

I held you in my arms so tight all night

until the morning sunlight

it felt so right in a place so wrong

its been so long since I've felt like I belong

and now the feeling is long gone.........

 

Why do I sound like a little bitch

I can't believe I am even writing this

and our first kiss is at the bottom of the bottom of the list

you got me so pissed that you should be the next

to get dissed your the reason that I slit my wrists

and dripped blood onto your guilty conscience

time and time again you wont be missed.........

 

..........outro............

 

Maybe and this is just me

hypothetically speaking but a little honesty

would have been nice to see for me

so I could see clearly just what you were subconsciously

doin to me and just maybe I could of broke free

a little more easily but no you left me in mystery

telling me Im the one that's making you bleed........

Leading me to believe that we will awlays be together for ever

But its been days now and I'm still here

and you are nowhere near I'm still not thinking clear

but am starting to steer the other way now I'm

in gear not fast but a step at a time

starting to unwind trying to find the reason I'm so blind

trying to leave it all behind

waiting to check out in the checkout line

but no one is here its just me

sitting in a place so empty

I take a look around and you're nowhere to be found

I silently scream making no sound

I continue to drown as my hands are bound

Never have I ever been this down

deeper I plummet to the farrest reach

of within my soul that blackened with deceit

of your love lost forever for eternity burning me

turning me sour devouring overpowering showering

emotions now raining pertaining and draining

what may be the only thing left of me.

Look what you've done to me

Lost and tossed at no cost

Well I I hope your happy.

What used to be will never ever be......WE

 

 

And this is what it sounds like when my...

.....................................Heart bleeds.

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And that's my story... The End.