Lotta Ls

No code of ethics

Go and get it's the goal now

No need for crabs in a bucket

Apathy's done enough pulling down

 

I've been down and out for about...

I've lost count

A dark phase became a lifestyle

My battery pushed to the background

 

But better days are on the horizon

Or so I'll say just to get the motor runnin'

Checks on checks like I got deals with both nike and verizon

But I've been sprinting to some stripes while I'm overcomin'

 

Years and years of negative conditioning and

Fears I'll never measure up to my peers and I'll never be the man

 

I'm supposed to be

I've been hopelessly, searching for a solution

And I've yet to find one

But I'm done with woe is me, sick and tired of losin'

 

(hook)

Lotta Ls lately

Looking like life's let me down

Lotta Ls lately

Lost, lost, lost, never found

Lotta Ls lately

Sometimes it feel like I've already drowned

But I promise I'm gon' turn this thing around

That's the fuckin' truth

Yea I promise we're gonna start getting Ws

 

(verse 2)

So much failure I've acquired a taste for it

So much so it feels strange trying to break from it

 

But here I go

Here I go...

Because a year from now I don't want to look back at a year ago

And have nothing to show for it because I gave my fears control

 

No, forfeit the forfeiting

Success is more fitting

Rather ball like an orb

Than continue this orbiting

 

I know that there's more to living

I know because it wasn't always like this

I've made my final decision

I'm not fine with wasting away the brightness

 

I feel the sun setting on my youth and I'm getting antsy

Feels like I'm running out of chances to prove this isn't fantasy

 

But with whatever chances I've got left I'm rolling the dice

Cuz I've already gotten enough Ls to last a whole life

 

(hook)

Lotta Ls lately

Looking like life's let me down

Lotta Ls lately

Lost, lost, lost, never found

Lotta Ls lately

Sometimes it feel like I've already drowned

But I promise I'm gon' turn this thing around

That's the fuckin' truth

Yea I promise we're gonna start getting Ws