Gone Away

Cancer is a bitch, even when you try to fight it

It's sad you didn't feel the emotional pain like I did

I hope it didn't hurt, I hope the pain quickly subsided

I can't get over that you're gone, I'm sobbing while I write this

 

I hate the world I hate God for capping my homie

I'm beginning to think the man upstairs is just a phony

You not being here, shit dude, it gets so fucking lonely

Even though you died quick, the pain still moves so slowly

 

Remember the second of December, when Johnny got popped?

Shoot, it feels like deja vu when I saw your pulse stop

Even though your body was lifeless I still felt that it was not

I wish you would just come back alive, I miss you a lot

 

I'm gonna end this rap shit, and just take my own life

One slit to the neck, will never amount to the tears I cried

I know I sound like a pussy, but everyone is soft inside

From a little kid to the strongest man alive