Devil's work (short remix verse)

I don’t understand I’m seeing pain and hurt up in the mosque and church,

waiting for god to take my hand and take me off this earth, seventeen years after my birth,

I’m ready to go to heaven see but I fell, god lost his grip, guess I’m going to hell,

I lost faith at age ten as I stared at death in the face as death almost took my dad away,

if there’s a god that’s supposed to show me the way then why do I feel lost? Why am I in pain?,

why do I see that people be getting robbed and shot up on the street every single day?,

all I know is pain and hatred, eighty years more’s what I’m facing unless I get to go early to see Satan,

that’s more likely than me having a great life with a dog, stable income, and a wifey, that’s way too unlikely,

I’ll probably try to go to church cuz I’m feeling hurt and get shot up, life is a curse, I know this the Devil's work,