Thought's in a day of Kaiti-Rae

The day comes closer

Still sitting on the fact he chose her

He wonders why I started on them gars

Why I started to spit bars

I don't know how else to say it

He got me lit on these thoughts

Watched his girl sit on 20 or more shots

Had her friends stay at the house passed out on cots

Put my stomach in knots every time she drove

Swervin' round dippin on the road

Afraid she would take us all for a dive into the ditch

She was just his niche

If we were the term ghetto she would be his lil' bitch

But shit I didn't want to be the bitch to say I hated her

I just wish it was her to get kicked to the curb instead

All those times she would kill the 24 pack in a day

Oh all the things I could say

On his damn delay to say sorry

Sent me on the safari of life without a father to care

Basically tried setting me up for failure

Forgetting mom would always be there

 

{Forget about me, daddy's lil' girl

Thoughts of you makin me want to hurl

Set my brain for twirl

You got you a new girl

Just remember this when you think about all the good you've done

Life isn't so fun}

 

The 15 phone calls straight to voicemail

You thought it was cute to have me chasing an endless tale

Did you hope for my life to end as another fail to your list?

Did you not expect me to throw you a quick diss?

I've had enough of this shit

When people friend me they use an oven mitt

My problems are so hot

But whoa watch out cause yours are not

All the trouble I caused and always got caught

That one repeating thought

Well daddy's not here

Guess a few more tears can drop

Let's pop a pill or two

Hope that cop don't see

Runny mascara every night on these soft sheets

Watching it all just repeat

So take a seat

Watch what you could've stopped

See all the problems you caused

Just because you fell in love with an alcoholic

When I think of music it's something symbolic of us

But now I see it as a must

To be bigger than anything you could ever be

Did you really enjoy seeing me up on stages? Or taking me to all them bars

Or was it to make you seem like a good guy

All I could hear was all the drunks in front tearing up the tar

I just hope you stay far away

It feels like yesterday

You remember that day you said you wanted me no longer!

Don't act like it doesn't exist

This is what I mean I'm tired of this shit

All the times you felt the need to lie

You realize all you ever did was make me cry a little more

Going to school with my throat course from screaming and crying

And the lying

All you're about is being

Mendacious, on that falsification, fabrication, misrepresentation

That's all you know

See I have this expression of effusion every time I'm shown straight to confusion

I'm hoping I have a different fate

Because when this date rolls around you won't be there

You never cared

So don't try denying being a coward

It's just not fair

 

{Forget about me, daddy's lil' girl

Thoughts of you makin me want to hurl

Set my brain for twirl

You got you a new girl

Just remember this when you think about all the good you've done

Life isn't so fun}