Life Changer

Intro--- Me-Hey Shannon, you think shes going to make it?

Shannon-- I dont know Mikey, lets pray she does

Me-- I dont know what im going to do if she dies

Shannon-- Just be strong, thats wht she would want

Doctor comes in: Excuse me, is this the Barlow family?

Shannon: Yes, so whats the news?

Doctor: We tries everything we could do , she isnt gonna make it.

SONG STARTS:

This was the day that changed me, changed me completely

Because I knew that I would never see my mother again, I miss you debbie.

Had to keep my head up because thats what she would want

To begin my life over from the very first start

Had to pick a decision, a choice that was wise

Because even to me my own choice had to be a surprise

Didnt want this day to come, the date was the 18th of june, 2011

that god had to decide to bring my mother debbie to heaven

Growing up i was immature, to the point my mother was unsure

about the dark secret I had towards people, she hoped there was a cure

I never showed respect, always swearing to my MA

Like as if we were driving then she got into an accident with her very own car

Living far, away from me, mom i hope you can see

FINALLY

that I matured up and finally taking credit and responsibility

THAT YOU

wanted from me, I cant see you but you can see me

I dont judge people physically and mentally

JUST KNOW THAT

I have always respected you the way that I always did

FROM THE

jump, youngen growing up as a special needs kid

CHORUS::: We only have one, one, one mother

respect her at all times cuz you dont have another

Just wish you were here to hug me and tell me

That im doing a hell of a job with my life and succeeding

living, breathing I have one choice to make you proud and make you rejoice

to the point that you are proud of me, now its my turn

to prove all the critics wrong that thought of me

Its been a long 3 years, quiet tears stream down, softer than a mouse

THAT YOU

havent shared a room with me, even in my very own house

BUT JUST REMEMBER

that even if your gone and only met kylee as a baby, we will never have her forget you but we will try with kiara when shes no longer a baby

WE ALL

miss you mom, but when you left it was like an atomic bomb

we all got sick and badly numbed

Dont ever forget we forgot about you

just loook right down, this aint no puzzle, board game, clue

True, True, ill never forget the tips and hints that you

Left me and told me to only worry about myself, wasnt false info but all of it was true

JUST REMEMBER

Im still a Mommas boy from heart

depart, left alone smellier than a fart

I love and miss you mom, memories in my very cold heart

THAT YOU

left me after you left and now we feel apart

(rap fast) - I have people telling me to go back

to the days that i was funny and cracked a joke right back

There aint nothing else to talk about

Even if you cry, yell and have a nervous breakdown

The old me isnt coming back, I aint going back to what got me fri-ends

This new me is here to stay for good

hes staying here, not bringing him back

from the good old days from the hood

Jacking all night til my dick cant even

STOOD

up, im back angrier, pissed off like

i was when I was at the kitchen table in the diner

I get so mad when I see people

disrespecting there mm that aint even a minor

Im thinking of going back to when I was fun, funny

Long hair, dressed in nothing but baggy

CLOTHES

HAHA im joking now, ill never go back

Im here to stay with this new attitude jack.