I acted Stupid

I don't know what I'm saying what I'm thinking what the hell I don't know what to right there behind I cry and yes I lied cause what I wrote is truly where I exist she was the only person on my list I may fail at everything perhaps I can even rap not sing or shit my attitude is like lightning don't know why I can't find her alone it seems that I'm broken from head to toe there goes my backbone scratch that I'm internally hurt from my heart bone what I say may be lie I don't know even know why every damn day I say I will but yet I'll too shy wish mo k was here would tell me what to do its ok see he had what I could never achieve confidence is the key how come I can't perceive yet she's behind me right there my last chance forget it ain't gonna happen I'm broken my heart is soaken with shit and guilt like I was forsaken fuck it just forget about her it'll never happen no matter how much I wanna talk to her my confidence will never dampen my legs are tired tired of searchin

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I promised yes I did but you know I was being stupid I know I know I lied yes I did but I was being stupid Inside me

I call out for Cupid and now I regret what I did ‘cause it was stupid,

 

Cross finite these 2 paths I was angry so feel my wrath Like divinity still have my virginity I connect these lines with a simile so you see failed once again detailed once again fucked up once again she was right there so closeby so close yet so far I'm too nervous and shot feels like she's too afar my mind races like a sportscar too fast too link perhaps I'm at the brink of all hopes and yet I know I ain't dope you can see the lyrics and what I wrote I can't believe I was the stupid one just let that chance go by one more Time in my mind there goes the bomb like a landline scratch landmine it's a bomb yes it's ticking and it's on I think I'll use that strategy that MC gave me here I'll out it into simple terms gave you read and just confrimset out 3 days if I can't talk to her then screw it just forget turn around and I won't gamble or bet I promise I won't promise on things that aren't important it's unclear like humus I'm too frustrated to even think Yet I let that moment go by that was my chance was gonna ask her out to the dance why don't we just eliminate this hate and not even contaminate whst was meant to be said lets just not debate she was right there I acted like a coward embarrassed at myself I sit there cry and wish I could die wish I could go hack in time and repeat cause I was too down now I'm up I'm a man I can stand on my feet fuck confidence what I write may be impersonal or precedence what I see in their faces is discreet I just wish I could repeat that moment introduction follow up and never end that conversation you can see no conclusion no repulsion just attraction just in time for a fraction lock my weak self in a sanction look at me now isn't this what you wanted I never knew I just wish I had the guys to talk to her I'm not a Creep end of story what I wrote is not gory understand me as the man I am not My friend Corey thank god thankfully all I need a boost of confidence when facing you but you see time is instantly racing when I see her I lose my mind I lose track of worldly time this isn't a misconception it's just like one rep of repition that never ends my friends ended up become my dead end someone please just bend my confidence like 2 sticks on a cross stand what i searched out was sought I never put up a fight or fought she gave me dreams so bad that I just forgot so you see too me losing that chance was one hell of misery sometimes I wonder if I'm even from my family tree wondering if I should do weed or perhaps a boost of confidence can get me to lead its called leadership what I just started in 2 days was a forest fire of friendship it's so funny and yet I can't even tell or foretell I'll come back give you my name ring a bell what I'm going through because of you is hell someone just tripped me I just fell everyone's laughing while your standing what're you gonna do pull me up or laugh like the rest bitch please I don't need your apology i dont even need sympathy I don't know what's wrong with me don't know that's why I'm taking psychology

Wait I'm sorry didn't mean that I said what I said in the last line my mind was just too clouded too even think now truly I can safely say im at the edge of my brink wondering whether I should grab alcohol and just drink I blew my chance being stupid look at what I did how about you start s business with me I'll start a bid, I’m know I’m childish maybe I act like a kid but hey so there’s innocence clean as the metal floor, Wish I could talk to her and didn’t have to feel like a pain sore, maybe what I’m writing is quite a bore but I’m sorry to say that this is all 100% true 98% stupid and I know what I did I was childish and shouldn’t have acted like a kid, first of all you gave me inspiration, my heart is pounding and all I can see is the heat from my head I think its called convection, it rises to a different planet from now on when I looked at you I could stand it staring the day after I’ll standby right there and will talk to you cause in my heart I can’t understand it, rip apart all my emotions and play it on like a major movie motions and command it, I’m telling you this because I no longer withstand it, yet I stood frozen and just stood there staring at you so dreamily, I don’t know what’s wrong with me I want to talk to you so badly, just hear your voice inside and out and go rejoice I failed today I’ll try harder tomorrow, I won’t give up that’s just who I am, understand the man that I am, not what I was but what I am currently , right now in the present, presently, without a doubt indefinitely, you gave me so much I cant even go on and explain, because what I thought of you could’ve never be said in life would you convert to a muslim and become my wife, not a proposal just an offer, I hope your happy so please do not dispose this and no disposal,

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I promised yes I did but you know I was being stupid I know I know I lied yes I did but I was being stupid Inside me

I call out for Cupid and now I regret what I did ‘cause it was stupid,