try

It's like I'm living in a world,

That I don't know, is hell.

When I sleep, in REM, it's always em.

I don't always have to wake up this way.

But the demons are screaming , freezing my limbs and.

making my eyes won't close.

I try to scream out, yet my ability to speak gets taken away for a minute.

I guess I passed the limit.

But I be drinking black liquid.

 

Why is this paralysis,

Have to sneak cannabis.

It's blasphemous.

Cause my crush has a rush

 

Ya.

It's so scary.

It's not true

Tell me I've been lied to

Crying isn't like you

Oh-oh-oh

What the hell did I do?

Never been the type to

Let someone see right through

Oh-oh-oh

 

Maybe won't you take it back

Say you were tryna make me laugh

And nothing has to change today

You didn't mean to say "I love you"

I love you and I don't want to

Oh-oh-oh

 

Up all night on another red eye

I wish we never learned to fly

I-I-I

Maybe we should just try

To tell ourselves a good lie

I didn't mean to make you cry

I-I-I

 

Maybe won't you take it back

Say you were tryna make me laugh

And nothing has to change today

You didn't mean to say "I love you"

I love you and I don't want to

Oh-oh-oh

 

The smile that you gave me

Even when you felt like dying

 

We fall apart as it gets dark

I'm in your arms in Central Park

There's nothing you could do or say

I can't escape the way, I love you

I don't want to, but I love you