life sucks

i never excpected any of my friends to turn fake

but they did and i guesse thats just fate

i guesse it wasnt meant to be they couldnt have been the friends i needeed them to be

even if they tried if they didnt spread those lies and make me wanna give them black eyes

piss me off to the point where i wouldnt have even cared if they died

but whatever its all cool but ill be damned if i let you make me look like a fool

cuz im far from stupid and i got anger issues and when im done sayin what i say u gun need tissues

cuz this is something like realest shit you ever heard just woke up didnt smoke but i feel higher than a bird

uh fuck life ya i said it shes a bitch but dont snitch cuz karma is a bigger one and i wont be able to run from her

young and confused tryna figure out the world why am i focused on finding myself when everyone else is focused of finding girl

rocking them diamond pearls i was never with that superficial bullshit i have depression and i dont know how to handle it

i usaully just let it build up till i explode like one of my atoms split

those punk pussys are gunna get what they deserve if its the last mission i accomplish

my talent has every listener astonished like holy shit did this guy just get off a starship

like holy shit where did he come from his lyrics are out of this earth

so is everything else about me ive been this way since birth

my gift and my curse i was never close to the losers that surrounded me

got bullied and outkasted cuz i wasnt who they wanted me to be

i was never like them but let me tell you they underline difference i will win

i will sin but my lord and savior will be quick to forgive till the fucking last day i live

jesus christ has got my back i promise that theres more to rap than pussy weed and gats

this is my only outlet the only way ive ever been able to express how i feel besides poppin a pill

uh fuck life ya i said it shes a bitch but dont snitch cuz karma is a bigger one and i wont be able to run from her

young and confused tryna figure out the world why am i focused on finding myself when everyone else is focused of finding girl

rocking them diamond pearls i was never with that superficial bullshit i have depression and i dont know how to handle it

i usaully just let it build up till i explode like one of my atoms split

so just know every word i spit is real i dont got time

to make up lies cuz whats the fucking point

there isnt one living through these raps isnt fun

but its the only damn thing i have hoping one day a depressed kid turns on my song and make him glad

and hes stops being mad cuz i know what it feels like to be angry and sad

to feel like your whole world is comming to an end and no one understands

i hope these lyrics can give young kids in similar positions a hand

to be the man to listen to when u feel so done like theres nothing else you can do

cuz ive fucking had it with living too sometimes i just wanna slit my wrists and end this bullshit just like you

but we have to hold on and stay in search of a brighter day

i dont give a fuck if you bi straight or gay

uh fuck life ya i said it shes a bitch but dont snitch cuz karma is a bigger one and i wont be able to run from her

young and confused tryna figure out the world why am i focused on finding myself when everyone else is focused of finding girl

rocking them diamond pearls i was never with that superficial bullshit i have depression and i dont know how to handle it

i usaully just let it build up till i explode like one of my atoms split

you gotta fight its not right but thats just life

you gotta push through all the darkness to get to the light

and i know that ass hole really hurt ur feelings last night

but u gotta stay and get your life together i know ur feeling under the weather

but just think how great it will feel when the tables turned

having everything they ever dreamed of cuz u earned

it ya u deserve it remember that day u almost killed urself but didnt it was worth it

you should know your perfect ya you deserve it!

fuck anyone who ever backstabbed you when all you ever were to them was loyal

sitting here watching all that shit unfoil trying to quick drugs and do good so my soul dont spoil

and hopefully one day youll hear me on the radio and ill be livin like im royal

uh fuck life ya i said it shes a bitch but dont snitch cuz karma is a bigger one and i wont be able to run from her

young and confused tryna figure out the world why am i focused on finding myself when everyone else is focused of finding girl

rocking them diamond pearls i was never with that superficial bullshit i have depression and i dont know how to handle it

i usaully just let it build up till i explode like one of my atoms split

my bars are better than all you wanna bes and im a fucking cracker bitch

and if someone hates on my craft cuz of my race ill be quick to smack a bitch

anyone hating is just jealous that im destined to be rich