Untitled Song

Mama why you spillin' toxic down your throat?

I swear you said you loved me,

Why do you put this shit above me?

Uh,

Why you provoke me to the point where I must leave out?

I come back - to find the alcoholic cabinet cleaned out,

I dream 'bout -

The kind of life I'll give you when I'm into the industry,

Ever since my infancy I've been wishfully thinkin' -

Picture you sinkin',

You're drinkin' what's drownin' your essence,

I can't help you - but me jottin' in down in a sentence -

Seems to alleviate enough hate to appreciate the slate that you was givin',

You passed it to your children,

Uh,

I gave it back before I lived beside it -

It's in your heart and you can't live without it,

Uh,

I never doubted - you -

In fact I grew to love you more than - more than words can ever explain,

I have self-inflicted - wounds will never heal,

I'm always trippin' off myself - I'm my own Achilles heel,

Think how I feel?

I was young and dumb lackin' the guidance that my peers had,

Decisions that I made were all my own,

When I really think about it I had no time for adolescence,

Broken promises in Christmas presents,

Broken records playin' - circles 'round the vinyl,

We just caught in the spiral of tearin' each other's spinal column,

And all them niggas hatin' on the music I don't blame ya,

We hate to make a change and this the type of shit that change ya,