Gone

Starting young, everything was looking shit for me

Nobody could see that I was getting abused by my family

I took shit everyday and had nowhere to run

Until the day I died assisted by a gun

They say the best thing is family but that's a delusion

This when people realised that that was no illusion

 

19 and broken

I wish I could have spoken , but shit didn't matter

The story of my life ended by the chapter

I was nothing, once I had gone I knew when to play the pawn

I wish I was strong , but there's only so much you can take

Once you hit the bottom of your heartbreak

 

You said youse were their for me and that's the bottom line

Wish youse could have seen that I was on the decline

Was lonely, depressed and unfortunate which didn't help the case

I made one mistake which meant I was the family disgrace

With that name across my face

I could no longer replace with smile incoming with the date for my trial.

 

Suicide by a gun , the only help I got

Didn't have to think twice about taking the shot

I felt the happiest I had ever had

Knowing I was resting in piece.. no longer sad