Stop #2 (Prod. by Magestick)

~verse 1~

0:22

everyday i wake up and i open me eye

i get a singular thought, that I really need to die

i really wish I really could just stay lay in my bed

i wish I could ignore what all voices said

looking around, i see myself as a disgrace

I'm adamantly out of place

all i do is make mistakes

just pour on me the gasoline

strike a match

now wait and see

burning my impurities

a life in hell awaiting me

"no point cleaning up, you're a dirty waste of space"

"you're aloser till the end, worthless overestimates"

ever since i hit the ground, what i lost, what i found

confidence dont stick around, i'm scared of what im taking

I'm weighing more, I'm weighing down, I can't stand my reflection now

"shouldn't think about it cause you're gaining you're fate."

"you dont like what you see? it's just a little too late"

 

Started talking to a bottle, it became my role model

just one more glass, just one more shot, get rid the pain is what i thought

"you pray there's nothing in it, you can black out any minute"

"just one sip and it could be ended no more words? you must be winded"

I'm just too broken, i cant be mended, I try to talk but i cant be venting

without a thought, without a mention, no more future that i envision

where's my friends, can i get a message

 

"well what you expect, no one likes you at all,

remember all those people, remember building up a wall?

started burning all you're bridges, now just dance in the flames

what i'm telling you now is enjoy what you made"

im sitting screamin trying to find the meaning

what im dreaming, what im seeing, i dont know what im believing

my own head, why you deceive me

well it's breaking me down, hard for concentration, no more contemplation

frustration just to mess with me, In desperate need to wake and see

but it's only fallacy, reality's a dying breed

should i listen?

words, confusion, some rendition

mind it fitted

agonizing denervation

is this just an intermission

is the curtain falling to the ground?

i swear i bought a ticket

i cant find myself in the crowd

im lost in my own vision

hear me scream i dont ever make a sound

watch me fade out, which way am i walking now

 

[epilogue] 2:15

towards the flames, i hit the ground

is this my life, im going down

whats this knife, my scars are found

bloody night, sleeping sound

lucid dreams, voices drown

in my head, in the pound

stuck in prison, stuck for now

tell me who's escaping now

with nothing left, then what's to do

should i live or die?

do i really get to choose

with a single motion

i can stop all the commotion

i just need to pull the trigger

now i hope that i can finally be a winner