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• Written by CupOfSpiders
Here's some insight into my head, right into my dreams
This girl in my head's all I can think about it seems
I just picture a perfect life with no cracks or seams
I just want a nice girl with no bullshit in between
From my dreams, I'll tell you all about it
I remember it so well
This may take some time to tell you bout it
Last night, one o'clock
Still haven't fallen asleep
I was pissed off at the streets
From the promises it keeps
The past was fucking lame
So from the pain I stayed awake
And tried to think about a fate
To put a smile on my face
It took some time to figure out
What I really wanted now
I stayed up later than one
'Til I could almost see the sun
Making a picture out of paint
I create deep within my brain
Of the one and only girl that could finally ease my pain
You see, before I get into this
You need, to understand
All the bullshit that I dealt with
Living with an empty hand
In the past, all the relationships
That'd never fucking last
Going in and out, literally
Way too fucking fast
Never satisfied, can't stand the lying
So many nights I stayed up crying
To find the right one I felt like I was dying
Waiting for the right timing
In my mind, I always knew there was that person out there
And I dream't of the person that would kill all my despair
And it started with a story, listen closely, let me tell you
About my dreams, fuck the past, and all the times I fell through
So finally, I calmed down, and I laid my mind to rest
In the calm realm, with no sound, a place that is without stress
I told myself I would create
A story of a perfect date
That I hope would be my fate
Seventeen is not too late
I was alone, and on my own
Sitting at the park outside feeling cold
I was staring at the blank space
With a sad look on my face
And the leaves fell from the tree
Hanging right above me
The branches were arched down
Pointing at the ground
But a gust of wind moved them slightly toward to the south
Then I saw a girl by herself, smile as soft as a cloud
To my surprise, I met her eyes, and she met mine
She walked over to me, and with a whisper she said
That maybe we should get to know each other
Get into each others heads
And I was thinking maybe later we could get into each others beds
But honestly sex was not the thing that made me want to hold her tight
Tonight would be the night we said fuck everyone else
Only worry about ourselves
We could reject everyone else, fuck the world and fuck the weather
Even in the rain or lighting, I could never see us fighting
And once I took her hand I knew that this shit was the right thing
Time passed by, just an hour, sitting outside in the grass
Saying to ourselves with this person I never want the time to pass
No facades, we never lied, tonight together we'd forget the past
We stay true to our beliefs even if we don't agree
And holy fucking shit, this is the only girl I wanna see
With perfect hair, a perfect smile, perfect chest
I waited all this time to be with the best
We never fucked anyone else, no luggage fucking up our future
On a private plane, fuck everyone else, no stupid motherfucking games
Together we sped in our own lane, we pass the glory
She changed her name, but back to the story
It's only been 2 hours and then we left to the park
To go to my house to intertwine our hearts
I love this girl already, and I'm sure of it
And it's funny, I kiss her cheek without any nervousness
It's hilarious to me how easy this is going now
We just fit together perfectly, and I really don't know how
Usually when things are good they turn out to be a lie
But if it's right, I think I should, be with her til I die
She feels the same, it's crazy only 4 hours and the past is hazy
We both waited for each other, so fuck an ex motherfucker
None of those others bitches compare to what she is
Feelings for her rising, climbing highly, I'm so glad that I waited for this
People say some shit about how they fucked eleven women
But they probably got an STD, so fuck em', they ain't winning
Fuck all those fucking man-whores and the hoes in which they stand for
Fuck a slut and douche, they rot together
Their doctors appointment is in December
Oh shit, I gotta finish this
There's so much more to say
Cause this girl is all I've wanted
Yeah, she was worth the wait
The little things she does show me how great our love is
We just smoke a blunt together, let's stay in, fuck it
We don't need to rely on the bullshit other fuckers want to do
We only need each other, fuck what you say, I think were cool
So we watched the movie, it was over
Credits rolling slowly
Then she lays right on my chest
Saying baby will you hold me
I grasp her tightly, smiling brightly
My cheeks are gonna pop
I hope this dream doesn't end
I don't want it to stop
Her perfume is something special
Something really fucking special
And for once I feel like I got no problems on my mental
You might think she falls asleep shortly after sprawling
But my ringtone of another hoe comes up, some bitch is calling
She's an ex way in the past, I never gave a fuck
I block her number, delete her tumbler
Because this girl is amazing, I love her
I can finally say that for the first time I feel some sort of love
Something real, I finally feel, but only for one, ones enough
So in conclusion, to finish all my thoughts
I was falling fast through life
And this broad, myself has caught
My fucking heart is pounding, so astounding
My eyes are dilated, I'm so happy
Careless, with no worries, I seem as if I am sedated
But understand that these emotions surely aren't one-sided
We are both evil, I'm Obama, and she is Joe Biden
My analogies are absurd, but I hope it spreads the word
That I'm saved, and so is she, in our hearts we're finally free
We were both lost in the past but I think that this will last
Forget the problems that we've had, let's be happy, never sad
I do not expect everyone to understand, or comprehend
Even though she's in my dreams, this bliss I cannot pretend
Maybe it's déjà vu, maybe it's the unseen truth
Coming to me in my sleep, these memories I wish to keep
This stories coming to an end and I will have this to remember
I love that girl inside my head more than snow in December
And I know that one day, my prophecy will come true
Because she said she loves me, and I said I love you
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CupOfSpiders
Member since December 3 2014