Strive:

Another Ferris wheel that never stops

The Scarlett and teal pictures of a tattered cross

The condescending agenda of an ambitious me

The always-ready for an adventure come and get it me

Always looking for something more, I be who I wanna be

Always striving and trying for a different scene

My vision is clear; Victory's near

I always fight for the right to climb high towards my dreams before they disappear

The fading footsteps falling behind my feet

I look back and they're gone and yeah I think I can see

It's all right there

I can touch it

I can feel it

This fucking feeling's the realist

Kneel down I've found more success than I can count

Never turning around laying on the ground

On the shore of a tattered world; it's my town

Never being forgotten being remembered as being higher than a fucking cloud

Taste the sense of victory it's me I feel like I could lift 40,000 pounds

Stronger than ever

I'm above everything below me

No shit, it makes sense, yeah I know right

Fuck it I'm here and I'm still dazed

And I don't feel like I wanna behave

The rave, shadows light and the cave pave the way away from the pain and shame of the past

This feelings probably never gonna last because victory goes by so fucking fast But at least I had it for a second

And I'm here still buzzing reckless

I feel like I could fly

Don't think I can die

Explosions in my eyes

I might even cry but I won't because this bliss is too much

Too hard to touch but for now it's enough

I'm steady and ready for another challenge

I can overcome anything

Climb the fucking hill and get the first place ring

Or is it trophy? I don't know man

But I'll do what I can do to rise above these obstacles and lies let it drop

I'm soaring to the top

And I'm never gonna stop

Shredding and getting myself to a higher level

So high that everyone below me looks like a fucking pebble

I'm a rebel, making napalm and dynamite in the night

This gasoline I light and I end the final fight

No turning back this is me today and I may be gone but at least I had this now

And I'll never forget it

And never regret it

I've changed for real and I was molded by my own doing

And if your not up here with me winning

Then your down there without me losing

The rush of another journey must come and so I can follow

I'll do everything I can't do and regret it tomorrow

Breaking rules of my own ima leave my own zone

And I'll think about what's to come and never remember as I'm going home

Pieces sewn together but they fall apart

They never hold because they were broken from the start

Incomplete, the defeat and the sorrow of my heart

Grind my teeth, blink my eyes no surprise I'm falling hard

On the concrete, no parachute it's coming to an end

People around me try to help but myself these people can't defend

Writing down my problems so that I can feel like I've let them loose

Getting up from the covers I try to untie my tightly knit noose

Pieces sewn together but soon they fall apart

They never hold because they were broken from the start

Incomplete, the defeat and the sorrow of my aching heart

Grind my teeth, blink my eyes no surprise I'm falling hard