Dreams

i wish my pain would go away i wish it would subisde

i wish i didnt have to cry when i would sleep at night

i wish my mom said its okay everytime id cry

whats the deal with what they say when i get left behind

 

look into my eyes what do you see do you see a man

look at my life what should i be should i be a man

look at the lies i've been deseaved i wish you'd understand

why should i try this isnt me so please baby take my hand

ill show you the world, what life can be i need you next me

 

i need you next me you put my mind at ease

i breaking thru im writing checks im rolling up my sleeves

the thoughts are in my head they say this isn't meant for me

 

 

 

 

dont like what you see dont look

i typing the scene im shook

quit wrightin to me now look

into my dreams im fallin

intimacy i call it

dreamin of things to call it

dreamin of rings i bought

dreamin of things i got

but when i wake up they're gone

dreaming of things im not

dreaming of girls i want

 

Dont WAKE ME UP

i hate wakeing up

thinking i am the one

thinkin of things ive done

like why are they there

and why did i do it

but why do i care

maybee because im...

human

 

 

 

if not for pain

i wouldnt be where i am today

if not for pain

i wouldnt give all my love away

if not for pain

i wouldnt have even tryed to change

if not for pain

i wouldnt have lost my way

and tried to re pave the way

i need it now more then ever

so you just wait and see

but please dont wait for me

noo noo dont wait for meee

my life is filled with love

but im starting to think its drwoning me

its surrounding me

yes in pounding me

so please dont wait for me