Summer of Blood:

Sometimes I think about you

But I don't really want to

Yeah, I still think about you

But I really don't want to

Tell me how do you feel?

After stabbing me in the heart hoping that I wouldn't heal

I keep asking myself, whose a person that is real?

To get your affection I shouldn't have to make a deal

Come in, say you're for real, then break my seal

All I see is liars starting fucking fires in my life

I let you in my life, starting fucking strife

Turning from day to night, dark from light

Starting all these fucking fights

Pierce my heart with knifes

You want me to die tonight?

Would that make your night?

Sometimes I think about you

But I don't really want to

Yeah, I still think about you

But I really don't want to

Fuck that, how are you still in my head?

I blocked you out so my mind would think you're dead

You were my best friend, why can't their be an end?

Why can't I forget you like you told me to?

Yeah I fucking want to and need to because I don't fucking need you

Never did, and you thought I did, like I need someone to say they give a shit

The ones that care have always been there, no newcomers, fucking up my summer

Wrecking all my progress, yeah I fucking hated that summer

Took all my time and heart, crushed my goals fucked up my new start

Things started up in May, and sometimes I think about that day

And wish that it would've never fucking came

Maybe then would things be different and not be so insane

But from you I've learned how to play your little games

I am stronger from it, learned from it, from my fucked up summer

Sometimes I think about you

But I don't really want to

Yeah, I still think about you

But I really don't want to

Your memories comin' in last place

Everyone runnin' at a faster pace

Lookin at me, hold my hand

Block out your face

From my mind, erase the pics

Fuck that shit, faze the pain

Your tears are acid rain

Fucking up terrain

Ashamed, yeah I'm ashamed

That you're still in my mind, I'm dazed

The heart was fake

Plastic and fake

Like a toy from the store

With your soul on the floor

I punch my fucking door

From the anger you brought

I'm stuck wondering what the fuck I am

And what the fuck I'm not

Confusion and hate

That's what I am now

No more compassion

Fuck today

That's all I am now

The summer that tore me apart

The times you cut my heart

The summer I would take back

If I could only go back