Better days

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Aye, rainy days but I don't ever see a rainbow, ever since you left my head

Only hangs low, this vodka in my cup is my only safe zone, you an Angel,

Baby wear your halo. But ever since you left, I have these feelings, and

I can't shake them, everyone just goes along all happy, man I hate them,

I'm filled with emotions that I don't know, how can they be like that?

When we said goodbye I thought that you'd be right back.

 

But you haven't, and that kills me inside, you were gone so quickly, no

Proper goodbye, forever in my memories, forever in my mind, they say

That it'll all heal in time, everyday I lay awake as I kneel down and cry,

Why do I feel left behind? emotions concealed in my mind, half my

Heart is gone, but I act like I am fine, I'm living in my own shadow,

Cuz I lost all of my shine.

 

So now I'm hoping for these better days, when we were children And

Would rephrase that we'd forever stay, writing letters back and forth

Every other day, and I just wish there was another way, to see you

Again, my best friend, ever since you left I haven't been present, and

I have to pretend, writing letters to you so I can vent, they'll never

Get sent, so wake me up when September ends.

 

This pain inside my chest is suffocating me and I can't breathe, this

Suffocation got me on my knees, and I'm pleading for you to

Come back, and this pain in my heart, can you numb that,

I just want your love back, one minute I am fine, the next

All the emotions rush back. And I can't deal with it, there is

No healing this, the pain won't go away, is anyone else

Feeling it? Hard time concealing it, trying to numb the feeling

But everyday I get reminded of how real it is.

 

And if heaven is real, I know you're with God now, you'd always bring

Everyone up when they'd fall down, you are gold, you're a pure saint,

When we needed it you'd always bring faith. I still remember the last

Messages, I was so busy, everything was so hectic and, I should of

Made the time, forever in my heart, and forever in my mind.

 

You were so wonderful that I can't even explain, I know you're in a

Better place and not in the pain, you'd put smiles on everyone's

Face, even when you were not fine, and I'm sorry for the lost time,

And I know that you're better now, I think of you every time I see

A feather now, writing all these letters down, seeing your beauty in

The weather now, not in the pain and i know that you're in heaven now.