Shovel work

style is something money can't buy

holding a cup and you look em in the eye won't even spare a dime

what a time

i could be doing better but I'm doing fine

been a lot worse tragedy compared to cupids curse

delivered on a hurse a lot of faith but don't go to church

its irony when i smile i refused to be in denial

complexities need to be diluted from monstrosities

bigger vocabulary

intelliegence incepted from the dictionary

to grow you need to change yourself

self worth is the biggest and nothing else

circumstances your panting and ranting

pacing like a skitzophrenic tracing weed that was laced for days on end

create instead of bashing the innovative

to rise is to be perceptive but the adequate juggle around fatigue and gratitude

why the rich rude struggle builds character my dude

self loathing is enigmatic until you experience it and understand it

never stopped changed course for better

the term is to be more clever

devils back bone a road you go in life

to see them gates to every answer you've ever asked why

which ever way you say it sense it to be made

thats why i love pain I'm sharper than a blade

positive outlook battling dirty looks and troublesome shooks

i fein off that hate the shame of wanting something to blame

meaning supplying the breathing

times abrupt living entertaining

to shut up these bad thoughts and cease the righteous layout

i live by a code I'm human I'm in conflict with my moral values

my saliva glands transport you to what I'm feeling to

dont over think it just know its all cool

keep moving mentally like a treadmill in a room it helps you

record skipping static noise life through my eyes

chaotically bold melting and freezing temperature its hot and cold

trees and the breeze feeding ducks bread blissful steez

ill be the old man on the bench after a long session of skating with my friends

desert,mountains,beach,streets my life blends my own artistic trends

alternating what i don't like telling better to come and the worse to take a hike

movies with the sound off music with the lights on

a subject to my own neglect transitional period upside down is the hourglass

looking in a mirror leaving your mind and seeing a different dimension

simple tension swirls my thoughts definition

a second gone is a second wasted too much thought not to mention

locating hay in a needle stack choosing chopsticks to grub on soup

I'm more worn in than worn out frustrated and doubt but never pout

a lot of thorns but no rose its a rarity don't want pity like i don't accept charity

freedom costs self made my own boss

spiritual revolution took a bad situation and turned the pollution

data and info infinite got back up plans for days don't trust a bitch

elaborate word play and twist of faith that roulette vibe i love that hype

coincidence interprets faith like when discover the end of the maze

its always foggy going in until realization hits and its just miss

comedy a holy deed i laugh at everything i see

sarcasm and being serious simultaneously perpetuated

my shoes got holes and my image is mutilated

but my feet are smooth and wisdom i hold accumulated

bull by the horns like life I'm head on

saddle up he's the homie now traveling and nomadic

teaching and preaching how like an arrow bad situations pull you back

before sending your ass in the right direction

compass instincts spun out but perfection

nautical problematical spiritual mathmatical liven life fundamental