Untitled Song

These people around me can't see what I see

Just a kid in his mind who wants to be set free

The people I care about, they don't have a clue what I think about

The things in my head sometimes make me wanna shout

But they'd think I'm crazy but they dont know what im talkin bout, but I know they care about me, yea without a doubt

I'm not here in the 'game' I know I won't gain any fame

most of you people will probably just call me lame

but that's ok, I just want to get things out of my head

once every other day

I'm shy I'm quiet

I'm the kid in the back of class who just wants to die

The kid who doesn't take good notes because his brain is fried

the kid who shows no emotion because he's dead inside

murdered by the people who put him down

and make him wanna tie bricks to his feet, walk up to the old lakeside creek

and jump in the deep end and drown

But if I do that, then I'll be letting you down

Every little sweet thing you say

is just enough to get me through my day

You've done more for me than you think

Your simple smile, that glistening look in your eyes

was all it took for me to stop and not walk of the brink of my existence

Losing you would be like dwelling in hell

I would never recover, I could never get well

People said, take a chance roll the dice let it dance and pay the price

The price I have to pay, only in time will tell, if I will ever get and stay well

I've got two people who are keeping me from falling asleep for good

and they do what they can but not what they should do

and I thank them for getting me out of that place I was glued to

so I guess that I'm done for the day

there's nothing more left for me to say

but at the end of the today I'm left with a choice I have to make

but there's only so much I can take before I go and make a big mistake