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i would take the leap but I'm scared to fall,

because there's no one there at all to save me

maybe everyone thinks im crazy and i may be

and they may seem to hate me lately

but i've put my whole life in trying to jump

from being a kid into being an adult

this is the result of a revelation

my mind is stationed in a place with

thoughts of leaving my past self

i want mad wealth i want fame i want glory

i want people to know my story

but im too scared to try and escape this place

engraved in my brain every day i say that i will

be great and i will achieve my goals but

they just fall down a hole and i fall into

a cavity a pit an abyss a trench a cave,

its like im putting myself into an early grave

im going down down down into the ground

no sounds, and no one around,

 

i want to spread wings, so I break out,

and go to a happy place and shake down

i found that now i just want to die or have a miracle

this infinite sadness im in just isnt curable,

but this feeling is typical life is a conquest that isnt winnable,

im at the pinnacle of depression its pitiful difficult,

nothing i think is analytical or smart in my eyes,

i feel despised and discarded disheartened

i have no principles like a kid on the streets

except i have everything handed to me

and yet i still cant find away to not die inside

i have money i have friends still i want to cry

and sigh and i feel crazed and insane in a maze

in a haze its a phase id imagine but rappin

is my passion but i cant take the leap to confess

so inside i just scream