Eminem - Going Through Changes R...

i need a fresh start, no more remixes

either cherish my mom or leave her like i'm pretending she didn't exist,-

the hardest pill to swallow, is

regardless of all the broken promises is i don't know if it matters even,

 

i need that air, that air to fill my lungs just to empty again

what about the mountains? can't be that bad there, What are the chances i'll meet my destruction i'm completely fine-dying

being a man

but then i think again,

i am on the brink of sin

i champion my music but really it's fucking boring

but anyways, what i was gonna say, originally-

 

2018 diagnosed with bi polar schizophrenia

unlike those in high school or picnics so care free 'n all-

too much paranoia, life's a sick ass joke anyways

and i live vicariously

a survivalist mercenary

dive head first into enemy territory-

i'm very sorry, mama, it had to be this way *i truly am*

lately i'm sad and energyless to say the least-a

rap battlin' genius my wordplay-is FUCKING awesome, but who cares?

 

shit nobody kinged you, see it's awesome

if it rings true, it speaks volumes

everything you do, is simply a problem

harmony intune, now if only i release my album

but i visualize how some cling to these Goddamn, idols, bottom line life is beautiful

automatic rifle, let it shine, like stars after my burial

people gossip talk shit and move on, it's procedural

there's not a single thing y'all can do to get me to stop spitting and doing music so move on

 

used to be a wanna be eminem M.C,-

stupidity, fuckin' underling goddamnit I'm empty

God take me under your wing I need something different than what's presented to me,-

am i destined to flourish or die horribly?

honestly i just wanted to write a regular song, but this could be a classic eh?-

imagine that flutten girl in a thong, what the actual fuck dude-what's wrong? are you fantastic or gay?

fabolous, foreigners, funny, i just gotta make videos, become popular, and i'm all good right?

eagle eye cherry and 3 doors down what if i call you 'tonite kryp

put me in a crypt crippled like a quadraplegic while you stand high over my grave laughing

flip a brick, something something, save half 'n,

microwave it after, hotpockets

noone gives a shit about what you think, like dogs pissing on fire hydrants

walk freely i'm like elephants-i stomp out the competition talkin like they inject weedz

shut your pompous mouth and cheer leading asses up-bugatti engine mockin' your yaught playing runescape eatin'

m.c's like mint chip ice cream-and yes i got beats

blessed to rhyme-it's easy

sexual dominatrix-throwin shots i nthe breeze

got a pot to piss in but that shit just doesn't look good to me

i should do a remix-or freestyle to eminem's hook on his song beautiful-'cause it's beautiful to me

if only i could rehearse a single scheme-i'd have a chance at greatness

bunch of facebook friends cause i'm famous,-

fuck that i'm...fuck that i'm better than that-no mercy on the mic

need a bigger catheter my dick is fat, you hoes heard me we're not alike

i got an allergy to failure,

fuck your logical fallacies and conjecture-get familiar with the squad we're here to stay

bottom line is you're fuckin' not, steer clear don't play, don't play with my money

i don't give a fuck bout the fame, i go my own way-no lyin' phonies

show stage audiences true art no macaroni

like i got joyner lucas' flow i should go buy a pony

collecting debt, this is payback, take a split, no siamese more like alimony

every day gets harder so i'm on the fence about what i should do, who i should be,-SO(/fuck)

psyche doctors get the fuck from round me

gangsta riders get the fuck from round me

ingrateful imposters get the fuck from round me

fickle as bike locks, get the fuck from round me

don't tell me to trim my whiskers-get the fuck from round me

i like mic massacres, better get the fuck from round me

King Iso flow whores never talk familiarize or or sound similar with me

i'm very particular with my company

like i got testicular cancer...i got testicular cancer...just kidding with y'all i'm like a skunk horny

i'm just having fun baby-

fuck everyone maybe-

stick to the scripts never say never don't complicate things,

all me, 2chainz big sean drake

follow me, no instagrams, twitter pages, or fake-social media outlets

the whole world seems completely out of it-i mean serious,

we're just waiting for armageddon,

separating ourselves from each other forgettin,

what we're here for, masturbating the more karma catches us in action and it's sad when,

all you want to have a relationship with someone for is to have sex with, and that's real shit, not battlin'

don't even bat an eye when shit happens

so naive 'n absurdly ignorant, it's past tense,

past making sense