i wish i knew

i really wish i knew what to say to you

 

Longest i haven't texted you was prolly a day or two

 

 

yea, i wish i can say its true but im lying to myself

 

i think we both know what im talking, im still lying to myself

 

 

yea i brought it up a couple times

 

yea you forgot about it cause you sparked it up a couple times

 

 

and to me thats fine cause thats a new start

, but sometimes getting a new start is me getting left in the dark.

 

 

so i try to distance myself but its hard for me

 

so im moving as far as the eye can see.

 

well at least your eyes, im still wondering if its gonna be hard for you to

say goodbye to me

 

 

we'll see, i still laugh at night at some of our older memories. its a treasury

our friendship

 

And i know sometimes im annoying and i can bend it

 

when really im just tryna mend it into something great.

 

i use to think god put you in front of me cause it was our fate

 

to be together

 

Now its almost the end of 14 and we just might have to say goodbye for

forever

 

You're prolly like "well it is what it is i aint trippin dude"

 

and im gonna be leaving the airport sad cause im already missing you

 

Man i wish i knew how to get through to you but i can't

 

6 years and i haven't gotten a chance

 

2 years alone and i hope when i get back we can dance

 

but that really aint up to me anymore

 

im really hoping when i get back there's something good in store

 

cause i know you like to disappear when ya bored but girl what qualities were

you lookingn for before huh?

 

Me either.

 

but im over here giving Hints like a fucking teacher

 

But im just gonna leave it alone now, cause im off to make Dallas my new

throne now. to be Grown now

 

to man up like how you use to say

and i pray when i get back that you're here to stay

but before you go and do whatever

who you settling for? who's better for ya then your boy huh?