NML Kief - Self Reflection
• Written by kief18k
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I just can't deal with it, all the trauma
& abuse, make me wanna still end it, got no one to talk to, it just ain't comfort
-able to me, if it came down to it, I'd still be livin' in the streets, ion really talk
much, I let my actions talk for me, I can't help but feel this way, I know the odds
stacked against me
Can they take this pain away, I just can't deal with it, all the trauma & abuse, make
me wanna still end it, got no one to talk to, it just ain't comfortable to me, if it came
down to it, I'd still be livin' in the streets, ion really talk much, I let my actions talk for
me, I can't help but feel this way, I know the odds stacked against me
When I was dealing with depression, wasn't comprehending,
thought to myself, I broke it down, I wanted something better, growing up was
really hard, I had some bad experiences, they try to look into my life, yea they
don't understand me, I reminisce about the time when life was so much better,
I put my mama through so much, it was a lot of pressure, I wanna make it to
the end, i'm relying on my faith (yea), when I think about my granny, I know
she in a better place. i'm just hoping to myself, I pray I see another day cause
in the end when it's over everything gone be okay
Can they take this pain away, just take this pain away, Can they take this
pain away, just take this pain away, Can they take this pain away, just take
this pain away, Can they take this pain away, I just can't deal with it, all the trauma &
abuse, make me wanna still end it, got no one to talk to, it just ain't comfortable to
me, if it came down to it, I'd still be livin' in the streets, ion really talk much, I let my
actions talk for me, I can't help but feel this way, I know the odds stacked
against me
I love my mama forever, ain't no way I'm switching, I look my
brother in his face, I'm seeing something different, it feel like everyday the
same, i'm strugglin' with my spirit, got everybody in my ear, and they tryna
convince me, that's when I'm thinking to myself, like should I really listen?
I'm contemplating to myself, I got another feeling, like it's a really dark place,
it's getting kinda tempting, I got some demons in my head but I ain't really
tripping, I can't express myself to them i'm introverted really, can't ever feel the pain
I felt, so it don't make a difference, its to the point where I don't care, I really pay
attention, watch how they move & what they say, they all got bad intentions, they sit
there smilin in yo face, until you at a distance, can't trust nobody, paranoid cause all
the shit I been through, they say I changed, yea I did, changed up on my mental,
sucess is breeded for the chosen, stay up
I move alone don't care about your feelings, everyday we move along,
now get up out yo feelings,
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kief18k
Member since November 13 2019