In My Head

In my head - I am locked inside of this -

Deep and darken byss -

You ain't helpin' me -

Feel I'm breakin' B -

This has shaken me -

This is aching me -

No one saving me -

No one really notice all the battles that I'm going through -

Everybody has a option but that don't know it dude -

I been looking for a sign -

But I'm doing this - by - my - self

No - time - for - self -

Feeling the feeling of feeling lost -

fuck it - I'm gone -

I just want a family that I can hold on to -

Sorry I'm fragile I been through this battle -

This battle has taken so much -

To the point - where I sat in the room -

With a gun to my head -

I'm sick of the meds and the fakes in my life -

I just want something that real -

I just wanna know how it feels -

How does it feel just to feel like your loved?

How does it feel just to feel like your fucking enough?

No one to care about - no one to brag about -

No one to help you out - When you are by yourself -

Why am I by myself?

How did I manage to lose everything that I love?

Even when I was itty bitty I been bottling everything inside of me

Ain't really proud of me -

I suffer through pain - abandonment issues -

Ain't nothing to gain - Bullet through brain -

Absorbing the strain - fuck all the fame -

I'm wanting a change - I'm feeling so strange -

Manic your only blame - Pick up a drink -

and just drown it away - Homie remember your lost in your head -

You're stressed - I get it - don't give to the pain -