Before

For all the shit I've did in my short life there's always a dark memory

That overtakes my mind, every night I pray to god for forgiveness

For the fucking sins that I've did when I was young,

All the kid ever wanted was a happy family and a bit of luxury

Born in the ghetto, raised by hustlers and thugs

Ate from the same plate and even shared every crumb of bread

The other kids used to laugh at me cuz my clothes had holes

That's where the hate started to evoke, me against the fucking world

Never had much fun but momma always tried to make us happy

No matter what, single mother trying to raise a man,

I'm sorry that I caused you so much trouble and drama,

I always had to learn the hard way god wasn't there for someone

Had to go to jail still as a kid, just with 17 years old,

But even throughout the dark night there's always a brighter day

Rest in peace makaveli that don, rest in peace to the brothers

That couldn't live up to see their peaceful times, now I'm on the top of the

Mountain, smiling through the bullshit thinking to myself that life was hard

But it still goes on, gotta move on, time to show em' what I'm made of

Theres only one life to live, so you gotta use it right son to shine brighter

Then the sun, one day we all will die so we gotta leave a mark so they could remember

One love one thug

I look back fond of Peaceful Times when peace of mind

Didnt mean I had ta read between the lines

Theft and Assault Almost put me in a shacklin of confines

But sometimes we think Ignorance is bliss

We kiss life goodbye wit a Poisonous kiss

Deep down we run inna blitz but we hit the pits

But when it comes back shockin we act on the fritz

When we at the end of wits we just call it Quits

Lifes action but we ignore Kinesis

Im comin off my failures a self Genesis

We act voiceless Unherd like a Cow Directionless

But we´re our own nemesis Thats why im craftin like im hephaestus

Im comin back like a relapsin alcoholic Im feelin heavy on this

I hold my words high like a cherished promise

I know my words aint ever the calmest

It feels like yesterday I was 12 now times half Passed

I burned out an Crashed but thank god bein 17 Gave me a life raft

Rap gave me a home from bein smashed grabbin liquor to be splashed

Music is my Life its one thing for I´ve never asked