My Mind

I’ve

Been caught up in a down low

Trynna fight some shit

that I’ve never been in contact with before

Hitting all these high lows

Trynna find my place here

Trynna find the purpose of my soul

 

Fighting inner demons

Conscience kicking in

Yet I still have reputations to uphold

Keep things on the down low

My life’s a book in writing

I just prefer to keep the covers closed

 

Trynna hit the hitter you gonna pay for that

Hit you with a hammer caz I’m nailing it

Insults never hurt me

Still waking up early

Imma never miss a player when he slips a bit

Try and blow my brains out imma kill u in a min

Trynna touch my girl heavy metal I won’t miss

Trynna break my trust that’s some shit you’ll never fix

Ohhhh

I’ve been hurt before

I’ve been played before

But I’d still never cheat caz I’m loyal to my girl

I have cried before

I’ve been kind before

I mean I am just a human could die any minute

One true love ain’t no gaps in between

Loyal to one only need one for me

Everyday I love some more

Everyday discover more

Try my best to please myself although we living in a cruel world

I know I’m a fighter driven, open and concerned

I know I’m a leader charismatic spot I earned

 

I’ve

Been caught up in a down low

Trynna fight some shit

that I’ve never been in contact with before

Hitting all these high lows

Trynna find my place here

Trynna find the purpose of my soul

 

I’ve

Been caught up in a down low

Trynna fight some shit

that I’ve never been in contact with before

Hitting all these high lows

Trynna find my place here

Trynna find the purpose of my soul

 

Been here for 16 but it feels 23

ride with the kings

In my bed’s where you’ll find me

Sorry to my mama

I was such a stubborn child

Never wanna listen

Not for the better of my life

Sorry for the lies

Sorry for making you cry

I’m sorry to you too dad

All the words I’ve never said

if I ever let you down I hope to make amends

Sorry for not manning up and showing weaknesses

Sorry for times I ever tried to disrespect

Sorry to my bother

Sometimes im a little hard

Sometimes I might push u a little bit too far

Even with this apology I’m still not gonna stop

I’ll push my little brother all the way to the top

I’m sorry to myself

My life ain’t what it seems

I’m sorry I don’t always fight for what I really need

Sorry for the hurting

Sorry for the pain

Sorry for the sleepless nights

the playing like the rain

Thanks God I’m still here

I have Him by my side

He’s the reason why I’m always happy inside

 

I’ve

Been caught up in a down low

Trynna fight some shit

that I’ve never been in contact with before

Hitting all these high lows

Trynna find my place here

Trynna find the purpose of my soul

 

I’ve

Been caught up in a down low

Trynna fight some shit

that I’ve never been in contact with before

Hitting all these high lows

Trynna find my place here

Trynna find the purpose of my soul