Blood Bonds Break
• Written by Swiss
Up until about six my brother was my keeper
Life turned him dark now he’s suen like Frieza
hope he don’t get caught by the grim reaper
cause he’s playing with the devil and he ain’t a preacher
Could never catch me without him
even tho he made me go
from nought to a thousand
we never seen a wing like townsend
probably cuz from young we were counselled
mommy tried her hardest on her own
but she couldn’t stop the anger from growing
two sons with no dads we were alone
he didn’t love me and why i’d never know
but mommy made sure we didn’t hate them
she said don’t harbour hate like satan
no matter what anybody says you’re amazing
but deep inside me there was a fire blazing
why did everybody else get a dad?
stuck at school gates with my backpack
i needed love like a fiend on the crack
why did he have me if his heart was so black
couple years later we started talking
same man he didn’t see the pain he was causing
how he left me mentally and physically starving
for a love i couldn’t have, pain with no morphine
and yeah that pain was insufferable
tears in my pillow at night blowin snot bubbles
wishin for a dad to come hug me through the bad struggles
wondering if he dashed at the first sign of trouble
was i a bad baby? was i bad luck?
did you see me and get dumbstruck
thinking if i died would you give one fuck?
cold from the start always been bad blood
so its why i’m sitting here missing my nan
probably why i didn’t kill myself as a lad
wished she lived forever like peter pan
for you and my mom i can’t see the can
nearly nine years ago i lost the light in my life
got this hole in my heart i ain’t feeling right
three suicide attempts i’m losing the fight
can’t see 2020 i’m losing my sight
it’s so hard battling my brain on a daily
can’t take these meds they’re driving me crazy
only thing that keeps me cool is weed like an AC
hate seeing blue on red like it’s Haiti
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Swiss
Member since November 21 2019