Kill Myself

I've been here too long,

Well I'm- not strong...

I kill myself- every day, but it never takes- away the pain.

 

It's fully loaded, Full of hopes and-

Dead-end dreams.

This dead-end life, these dead-end people- it never is what it seams...

Can't claim it's not for me,

Can't even think it- Cause it's not true...

But I killed myself again,

Clearly I forgot to think of you...

-

And now, it's permanent.

There's no going back on what I did.

A new perception-

I see my reflection,

And I look- SO MUCH like HIM.

 

What was I gonna do with my life either way?

I knew I'd end up in some kind of place, like this-

Scared to work for it, here it comes-

The vengeance, from all the lost wishes I had since I was a kid.

 

I've been here too long,

Well I'm- not strong...

I kill myself- every day, but it never takes- away the pain.

 

I can't let go of, this new feeling-

It makes me inhuman, I can do ANYTHING,

If I believe it- and when I come down, the product's still there-

Unlike my dreams, when I'm a billionaire.

 

And now, it's permanent.

There's no going back on what I did.

A new perception-

I see my reflection,

And I look- SO MUCH like HIM.

 

I've been here too long,

Well I'm- not strong...

I kill myself- every day, but it never takes- away the pain.

 

I could own hundreds of perceptions,

I could read a thousand books-

I could write a million songs-

I could make a billion dollars,

If I keep it up this long.

 

(4x) I've been here too long,

Well I'm- not strong...

I kill myself- every day, but it never takes- away the pain.