trapped
• Written by dedjesus
trapped
in my mind like a cell
all my friends ask
i'll say i'm doing well
but i'm living in hell
no remorse for myself
nah i ain't gonna tell
i ain't worth peoples time
so i'll say i'm doing fine
everybody talking online
while i just sit here in grime
thinkin about my life
thinkin about
how i hate myself so fucking much
it fucking sucks
i don't know why i'm always in a rut
thinking about if i wanna cut
or just pop some pills and do some drugs
to escape this fucked up reality
i gotta escape before i lose vitality
losing meaning
losing purpose
everyday i grow to feel a little more worthless
fuck
feel a little more worthless
everyday
living life
whats the purpose
to get this money
and make a purchase
i cant lie
that shit make me nervous
because i don't know if i wanna fucking live
in a world where no one can ever fucking give
without getting back
that shit is sickening
that shit is whack
no meaning so i'll keep on smoking
till my lungs are fucking black
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dedjesus
Member since October 17 2018