relapse

maybe its the anxiety/the PTSD/gas tank on E/fingering my frontal lobe

/throat so numb i choke the drip/gotta habit i needa kick

sick/hospital gowns/doctors says i'm down with the sickness/ dead unless

i quit/shit/i'll be better tomorrow/tonight's about the thrill/

tonights about those pills/ the way they make you feel

tonights about that white girl/ bisexual so i wife her/

tonights about that relapse that bad back/ that panic attack/ that paycheck

that never made it/tonights about creation/ tonights about sensation

sensations/pussy nation/her sex is my motivation/and on occasion i'm beggin

her to color my skin with a bite/not afraid to play hard/soft keepin us up all

night/scassi/ do us right/cadillac coke white/gas cheap/ we drive aimlessly/no

liquor in my cup/just a bloody nose an these drugs/cocaine to numb the pain

da klonopin aint enuff/on again off again/ the wagon/ a relationship with a

pyscho bitch/takes one to know one/cycle of addiction/i'm restless/spiralin/

caught up in a haze/no sleep til sunrise/we on our worst/no well behaved

smokin cigarettes while im outta breath/watch my lungs decay/while these

pupils dilate/side effects im used to/see my eyes blue turn grey/symptom of

heartbreak/