i'm tired.
• Written by DJSP
DJSP's Notes
this is my brain ep song 1
[verse 1]
What's the point of writing?
Ice in my skin, and I'm still fighting.
It's dark even in all this lighting.
I'm so dark even when shining.
I been finding ways to hate myself.
Spicy, we get it. Stop bitching 'bout your mental health!
I been scared to say it since I was twelve!
You say I'm too young, I can't get no help.
School is as useless as our president!
And all I want right now is a good friend!
I know, we go stupid on the weekends.
But 2 days out of 7, it quickly ends.
I ain't got no strength.
[chorus]
I'm tired.
Not inspired.
I'm lonely.
Someone please hold me.
I was scared.
Nobody cared.
I should have left.
But I didn't.
It's my fault. [X2]
[post chorus]
I need help.
I need help.
Please, I need help.
Please, I need help.
[verse 2]
Y'all heard this shit a million times.
I combine depression and a bunch of rhymes.
And yes, some strength, I brag and flex sometimes.
I'd be on death row if shit raps were crimes!
First lines I wrote, I had some fun!
Never thought I'd end up here, I wanna run.
Away. I'm not the one. Don't say that's fate.
Write Unkle Adams out the family will. I'm full of hate.
That's why it's not me who you appreciate.
Supporting all douche-bags from seventh grade.
Going from PE to Math. I'm always late.
Yell at me. Please. Don't hesitate.
[chorus]
I'm tired.
Not inspired.
I'm lonely.
Someone please hold me.
I was scared.
Nobody cared.
I should have left.
But I didn't.
It's my fault. [X2]
[post chorus]
I need help.
I need help.
Please, I need help.
Please, I need help.
[bridge]
I try hard not to cry.
From the day I watched my soul fly.
Away. To the blue but dangerous sky.
I'm surprised that my sadness didn't die.
I'm scared of everything now. This room is spinning.
Been a shit rapper ever since the beginning.
I guess I'ma quit, I really hope you're listening.
I figured out what I was chasing after.
Nothing.
[chorus]
I was tired.
Wasn't inspired.
I was lonely.
No one would hold me.
I was scared.
Nobody cared.
I should have left.
But I didn't.
It's my fault.
I was tired.
Wasn't inspired.
I was lonely.
No one would hold me.
I was scared.
Nobody cared.
I should have left.
But I didn't.
Guess I'ma give up now.
Goodbye.
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DJSP
Member since October 23 2017