What happened? (Long time coming)
• Written by javonlangston
Definitely feeling like I need to change
Too dark too long I'm trapped in a cave
Seen a wave that was bigger than my head
And by the end of this the day I pray that I won't be dead
Cause, I'm still young I got a life ahead
A make it big if I make it out of this
Maybe big in the world but, big in the spiritual,
The ultimate goal so you know I gotta fear the Lord
Keeping it cool like I've been here before, but
It's a new feeling, nigga new to the allure
Of talkin to these women, then I bust them to the core
Lookin at the old me, but can't see me anymore
I used to be so innocent
Thinking bout the things that happened to me as little kid
Tough growing up now I'm feeling some bitterness
Always in my feelings need to stop cause I'm hinderin
Hinderin the happiness I have in my soul
Wondering if my heart is black or gold
My mind can't hold all of these thoughts in my head
Gettin older, gettin closer to corruption
Sucked in
Into the ways sin,
into the ways of days in and out man I'm constantly dazin
Glazin at these women can I get a little peak
Thinkin in my head man dat body on fleek, like
That used to not be me, right
But things changed so fast
I'm gettin used to the street life
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javonlangston
Member since November 16 2014