Untitled Song

why dont you look me in the eyes

you dont needa hide

maybe put down your mask

why do you disguise all your lies

so abstract

I wonder whats in your mind

why are you running laps

are you really fine

 

or are you saying that, to get me off your back

I'm sorry I asked, didn't mean to make you snap

id take it back, but id regret it if you wou nd up dead

self inflicted bullet to the head, or suffocated in your closet

and you were found by your Dad

I seen all the signs but I never bothered to make the time

I coulda been by your side and let you cry

got you high gave you a reason not to die

but I was busy fighting demons of mine

 

I didnt mean to make you feel alone

see I to came from a broken home

by myself is all I really know

hearing I love you is something new

I'm not lieing im telling the truth

I didn't have a youth 6 years old

a loose tooth and a bruise, see I was abused

had a bad day at school, came home to crack on the table

 

my mom passed out in the living room little sister diapers full

no more spegetios, bank account have triple zeros

in the cold, couldn't pay the electric bill

 

I woulda killed for a warm meal, hearing my stomach rumble

the pain was horrible hoping someone was charitable

I wasnt afraid of monsters under the bed they weren't really real

addiction is what I feared it was cracked that killed