The Lighthouse

Looking down

I don't see ground

There are No ships around

Am I heaven bound?

Why are the lights out?

I'm just locked in the lighthouse

 

This dark world is an ocean that is void of devotion

I should be the light, the source of the hope

Instead I'm the ship being beat by the waves

Relentless motion, No sign of slowing,

Not even light of day, Failed electric display, In the forepeak napping is J,

But I can't get him awake, I wanna hear him tell me "Just have faith,"

And then "Peace be still" And then way at the end,

I haven’t taken my life, “You stayed strong, kid, now come inside

I haven’t earned it yet, But just cause I’ve faltered, Don’t disrespect

Talking bout Theodd1sout and how you sing at the altar

How you’re better than me, I rate it 9 out of 11,

The mask you wear, just as fake as me, not trying to diss

But I’m destined for greatness, I might be faking for now and I’m

 

Looking down

I don’t see ground

There are No ships around

Maybe I’m heaven bound

Why are the lights out?

I’m still locked in the lighthouse

 

Thankful for that building on clover street

Without it I don’t know where I’d be

But I can’t help but feeling unworthy, pathetic

They say let it be, don’t let it get to you

I don’t deserve the love you give to us

You say that it’s free

For everyone,

Yet I repeat

This process over and over, it’s getting boring

You’re shouting then snoring,

You’re snoring but I

I see it now, that yellow haze

Been in the storm for several days

Can it be, am I in a daze,

Then I hear the captain shout

“Starboard, we’re going home now,

Get ready, we’re approaching the light house.”

 

Not looking down,

My feet on the ground

Might not be ships around

But I know I’m heaven bound

I am the light now

I found my lighthouse